the 2nd moron, tagged me. actually, i don't know what's tag? so, she explain to me. and i still don't get it.

she tagged me about 15 random facts about ourselves.

alright then, 15 facts about me:

1) stubborn.
- stubborn in many ways. i don't really like listening to people. because I always think that I am right. I always think that I never do wrong. plus, I hate people ordering me what to do for my best. I want to do what ever i want to do, so, mind your own bussiness.

2) society-conscious
- I always think about what people might say about me or what. that is why, i want everything going well. and I am not a type of person that is "i don't care what people say". I do care what people say. I don't like people talk bad about me. I am a big pretender. I fake a lot, so that people won't see my flaw! I'm a self-conscious jugak lar tu.

3) miss control everything
- I love to control anything that is in my hand. Ok, I am not a psycho controller or what, is just, in circumstances, I want to take take control of things. even people. But, it's always for their own good. they are just fucking blind didn't see what am I trying to do.

4) kind
- I am a kind person. If people do good deeds to me, I will pay them more than they do to me. If you nice to me, I'll be nice to you better. I strongly believe in karma.

5) still waters run deep.
- I can be a very quite person at a time. But don't think that I am quite, u can step on my head! Sometimes I let people bullying me, but once I am done with it, it's time for you to pay all your bad debts! I will never ever let you to breathe. I can torture you as mean as I could. U will crawling down on my feet, to let me go of you. But i won't. Let me finish until I am satisfied, then I let you go, with nothing! do keep that in your mind. I won't let people go easily, if they hurt me.

6) uhh malas aku nak buat sampai 15.. 5 cukup. penat nak pikir2... no 6. I am lazy!

the rest, is for me to know, for you to find out!

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First of all, to all my Muslims friends out there, i would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. I'm sorry to all of you, for all the mistakes that i have done, to all the bad words and harsh words I said to all of you, and to all the debts that I havent paid yet, to the annoying faces that sometimes i did to irritates u guys hahah, and all stuff that i might hurt u people feelings, I am very deeply sorry.

This is the second day of Raya. I woke up at noon. My mom and the 2nd moron went to the salon, doing their hair, since they are having a bad hair day. Hahah. I was thinking to trim my hair, but then, The Oestrogen guy loves my long hair. So, keep it long lar.

Anyways, anyhow, my first Raya was...colourful, loved, borring, fulled, buncit, and hilarious! As usual, we went to my Mak Long house. She's the host for family gathering. It's a tradition. Wait before that, we've been forced by Papa, to go to my grandparents grave. (Al-Fatihah to Tok Ani and Tok Jah)

1) Graveyard story
- on the way to kubur, it was jam. As we arrived, we were looking for Tok Jah's grave first. Papa lead the way. He seems to know where is the kubur. We walked, round and round, in a hot sunny day, I was sweating, we were complaining, "mane kubur nih..". Papa said, it's a blue grave. hello! there's a lot of blue grave larrrr. Almost half an hour touring the kubur, finally.. "hah tu die! U kat sane har, depan U tur" Papa said to Mama. Then goes the reading of Al-Fatihah. After that, we walked a bit to Tok Ani's grave. Al-Fatihah goes, then we went back home, take a real shower, after we've been showering with our sweats!

2) Seek for forgiveness story
- nothing much. before heading to Mak Long's house, we took a family picture. Then, salam-salaming, start from the 2nd moron, the microbes wannabe, me the ultimate moron, "prasan hensem" guy aka gigi Rabbit, gay man, and Rihanna jr.. salaming our beloved sometimes rase nak cekik punye parents!

3) Mak Long's house.
- as we arrived, Pak Long's family were there. and we were the first family that came on Mak Long's side lar. I ate Nasi Tomato. It was ok. I ate satay, Durian cake, Mee Hoon, then some kuih-muih.. till my tummy almost blow out! gosh! I am so fucking fulled. Raya is when you have to eat loads and loads of delicacies! I'm talking to my cousins, they were interested on my course, since I am dealing with FOOD! hahak. They keep on asking me what's my specialty, hek i don't have a clue lar! Then around 4 pm, we went back to go to my granny's house.

4) Before heading to Nenek house story
- ok this is quite hillarious to me. We went back home before heading to Nenek house. Very near at Taman Tar only. We wanted to take a carrot cake that Mama ordered before. It was hell of a shit! Both of the cake dah kena makan! hahak! so we have to give the banana cake lar. Mama was so angry, bising-bising in car, ask papa to take the cake cepat-cepat. pok pek pok pek.Macam bontot ayam! Then, Papa, took the cake, lock the house, and get inside the car. He wanted to start the engine, then, he was staring at the stereng, dumbfounded, "mana kunci?". Mama was like, "ya Allah, macam mane U boleh lupe amek kunci kete!" Papa wants to take the car key back in the house, what a day, the house key is also inside the house! I was laughing in the car with the 2nd moron. it was funny. Mama went out from the car, masuk rumah and bising-bising. The microbes wannabe, gigi Rabbit and my parents, were struggling to get the car key. Luckily the sliding door is not locked, and luckily the house key is only on the coffee table near to the sliding door. They took this fishing rod, tied with mop stick and bulu ayam rotan. They make it as long as they can to reach the damn key! Fuh! they have made it! Cheers to them! Then when everyone in the car, we were laughing, it was chaos! and so drama! yet it colours our first Raya. Huh, not bad! Then of we go to Nenek House!

5) Nenek House story
- as we enter the house, lots of my chinese family was there. and aunt Pat was there too. She's suffering from breast cancer, she has short hair now, but she gained weight. Good for her. I hope she will get well soon=) Eating at Nenek house like eating in heaven! we have roasted lamb with black pepper sauce YUMMY! Spaghetti, Potato Salad, my favourite by the way! and of course, tok rendang and Lontong! ouwh yeah, i love this delicious carrot cake that aunt Fara bought! it was mouth watering! SEDAP!!! haha. biler perut dah kenyang, kite naik atas, tengok itu same tv lar!! pastu at 8 i think, we went back. Balik rumah, kire duit raya! tak banyak larr!! huhu. Then i slept around 2 watcing the big electrical box..what else TV lar! haha.

so, my Raya, maybe not as fun as the rest. It's in KL what to do! I envy those who balik kampung! huhu. I want to Raya at kampung!!! =(

-SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEOPLE!-

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