1) Cry..what will be your definition on that word?
- Hurt, grieve and stupid

2) Do you enjoy crying?
- Not a fancy thing to do neither my hobby. I despise it.

3) Do you cry a lot?
- Was not a cry-er even hardly drop a tears , but this activities is part of my routine recently.

4) Why you cry?
- Stupid question! You cry because you hurt and sad dumbass!

5) Have you cried with joy?
- Yea when I got straight A's, and I just cried of joy last few days, It was the most memorable thing I could ever imagine.

6) Is it benefit you..crying?
- I don't know. Maybe. But most of the time no.

7) What you do if you cried?
- Just cried, or lye down, throw my spects to the wall, sometimes my phone, scribble my bed sheet and tuck it back. Then do some reading.

8) How long does it take for you to cry for the same reason?
- depends on why I cry. Like I remember when I only got 6A for my SPM, I cant accept the results, I cried for days and I abandoned myself. But now I have been crying for idk, god knows.


9) Do you cry when you praying?
- only god knows


10) Do you cry for the love one?
- if only he knew how much tears I dropped

11) Do you tell someone if you just cried?
- No, but they will know.

12) Do you cry for your mistakes?
- Yes. Yes. and Yes.

13) What if someone cry because of you?
- I feel bad, useless, and I hope I can help..


14) When is the last time you cried and why?
- Just few minutes ago because of the bad negative thoughts lingered in my brain and seeing things that I know I should avoid it.

15) What you think when you cry?
- Dying

16) Can you live a day without crying?
- Yes, I think so..


17) If you cry, who you wish to be beside you?
- E

18) You cry in public?
- Public toilet ngeheheh =) I go toilet for pee pee and cry... best place ever!

19) If you can change your tears, what would it be?
- droplets of diamonds!

20) What you wish when you cry?
- to stop

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my own dream house =)

today I would like to talk about my dream house in future. hehehe. just an inspiration before start doing my stupid ITR.
I dream of big house, but as long as I get the medium slightly big is fine. Maybe a semi-D. But the interior need to be as awesome as me lar. hieee =D

I start with the yard. Not that big as long as I can do some gardening. The grass must be the japanese grass, much more softer than ehem Malaysian grass. I want a cute fountain at the side of the fountain. One table for afternoon tea. There will be like stones on the grass. I love if there's like wild flower crawling on the grass.

ok sumthing like this, colurful flowers and grass crawling, but not the tree. this is the best picture I can get. And there will be a small outdoor table with 3 chairs on the side..

Now the door..heheh.

Alright U see the door is not that big. A fit size and simple design. Im not living in palace so just simple will do. I just want to add cute flowers at both side of the door.

So, once you open the door, as I open the door, I want my interior to look like this.

  As U see, there's a square carpet. As I open the door I want the stairs to be the first thing lar. In other words the stairs should be in the middle. But not the carpet. Freaking old and ugly kowt. Dekat sebelah kanan and kiri of the tangga would be the living hall, dining hall and at the back of the stairs would be the kitchen which must connected dengan the dining hall. I want my kitchen to be big! You know what I mean =D

 Lets go to the hall!

Ok just a rough picture of what I like., There must be a big window pane for natural light. Book shelves for my books. Simple sofa for comfy. The TV would be infront of the sofa lar.

My dining hall....

The dining hall and everything very2 simple. I love if there's a pillars and it's connected to the kitchen =)

I like the picture of having working table in the midle. Good lightings and spacious. Arrrrrrrhhhhh!!!! Love it!

Final place would be the backyard. hehe. the rooms I can't think of any right now. Coz I want at least 4 rooms. One room for like entertainment room. not big. Like placing all your musical instrument. Im not a music person but for someone =) He loves guitar. Eh eh macam citer Juno pulak hiee =P
Ok2 now the backyard!!!!

yeahhh! hahha. the reason why I like to have backyard is because for barbeque-ing! hehehe. and if more space I can plant my own "Malaysian" herbs or chillies pun ok larr...

I hope I cant have my own simple comfy house. Just the way I love it.. Until then, good day!

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