weird changes in me..again!

Have you people watch Sucker Punch?? It's preety awesome, but the most awesome is about the soundtrack. The hardcore musics really keeps me on going plus the stupid tectonic or watever the shit called, the combination was...... Hell Yaeah..make u hOrnnnyyyy!! Playing all over again like a broken record.
But man..all the songs were never be my kind of songs lar.. but bile listen to it of what i so called "deafening music".... MOther ChicKen Curry! super awesome!
so lagu2 hardrock sakit telinga headbanging nie kire on my ipod list larr! wachaaaahhhhh!!!

another thing... I'm into big motors! like freaking big bike!!!! even tak tawu nak bawak, but who givva a fuck.. I'll bike one later..soon...in far future ngehehehehehehehk!
ouwhh since I have extra piercing, I think it's time for me to get another one again =)

Creepy Marilyn Manson, sang the cover of Sweet Dreams, his version is much better than Eurythmics..But the latest by Emily Browninng.. 2 thumbs up =P

yeahh ride hard babyyy!!!!!

not yet, but soon

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I can love a man with all my heart. I can see all the beautiful things in him once I love a man. No matter how he end up to turn into.. an ugly beast the worst.. he still be the love of my life.
I, might be such a pain in guy's ass. I cry too much, tend to be so emotional, so needy, and very perfectionist. Guys hate that.
If I have a man, and he hurts me a lot, I'll be sad.. a bit mad. I just need a man that can love me, and take care of me. Understand me and accept me at my worst.
I have learnt a lot from my previous relationship, that love is not a "thing" to throw away. We need it all the time. It feels good when you have someone to turn to. You have someone to cry on, and you have someone to share your happiness.
I'm happy if my man happy. Even if I'm not, he will never see it. One thing that can draw a smile on my face is when I finally make my man happy and make him have a thought that no one can ever replace me even the prettiest hot sexy woman on earth.
A man can have so many girls that they want, they can flirt with anyone even with a pondan.. but, they will eventually find that his girl is the best even they don't want to admit it.
I saw it infront of me, a friend of mine, just broke up with her girlfriend, he has a lot of girl friends, he has a wild eyes never stop looking for hot chicks.. after the break up, his eyes turns blind, he says.. " I still find my ex is the prettiest and the best.." I was surprised, a guy like him.. a so called womanizer have a soft heart deep inside.
It makes me think, is he like him too.. after the break up?
I'm a very sensitive girl, only him know how so sensitive I am. My friends once label me as "hati batu".. and what a power of god and love can do to this "hati batu" girl.. I barely recognized myself back then before..
Wish to be like before? No, if I never get hurt, I will never know how does it feels, and I know how important it is to be with someone you love.

I regret so much for the stupid mistakes I have made, I wish I could turn back time and stop the doing it =( 

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