>> Thursday, May 5, 2011
my story is getting better and better, well hope for it. but yeah just doing great!
when is it going to end, gosh please as soon as possible. penat dohhh. penat sangat2.
macam kau work for someting but takde hasil. sumpah kimak lar.
malas pulak nak english2 nie. hari nie hari aku cakap melayu lar.
weiii..sampai biler doh aku nak jadi macam nie. makin lame makin teruk adela. aku bace self help book, motivasi ape lancau supe jer.
macam mane lar orang lain boleh confident ngn diri masing2. aku punyer confident makin teruk sejak..ntah la malas nak cakap. aku menyampah giler ngn aku sendri. terase sangat bodoh.
penat la fake happy everyday. penat sial fake as if nothing happen. otak ngn badan aku makin kering arr pikir menda2 nie.
tak tawu arr shud i or shud i not do things yang aku rase aku pk nak buat. ade gak pk, menda tu ade benefit aku tak. ade lar jugak, tapi lame dohhh. aku tak rase aku bole stand. bodoh sial jadi pompuan nie. lemah nak mampus. emotional tak abes2.
kdg2 ble pk pompuan jadi laki nie aku paham la nape. n aku paham la asal dorang suke pompuan. (no saying as if im lesbo, big NO NO)
biler arr aku nak jadi hati keringgg. macam cibai sial!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111
