To all man....if you yhink that you are man lar..

" I am single, got no ring on this finger..I'll never let another chick bring me down in a relationship..SAVE IT BITCH!!!"

I looveee what eminem aka my idol said in his songs..bro and dudes seriously don't let a chick or a bitch let you people down lar... haiyoooo!

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happy ramadhan people!!!

hahahah...

it's quite sad coz tak dapat bebuka dgn family for like the whole ramadhan except on sunday. coz i have to bebuka at kitchen, the busyness of ramadhan buffet punye pasal. hmm so this is what i have to face when im taking culinary,busy all the time..

nway, omg! banyak nyer things happen during training. changes of attitude, feelings, appearance and so many things lagi lar. I do change like alot kowt!

I'm Free definitely!!!! Horayyyy! It's time for me to be "SADOR" again! I think I will get better in time lar.. alamak lagu Leona Lewis plak. Hahaha. I just want to concentrate of being myself yang dulu, as in yang like giler cold hearted, selfish and strong. Yeah bebey! You go girl!

People do watch Ghost of Girlfriends Past and The Proposal.. seriously it was a great movie!!! Love can happen anytime, anywhere and anybody....


Peace to the L.O.V.E~

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when we talk about self esteem and confidence, it will never be me.

Aku ni banyak sangat yang aku tak puas hati about myself. The most clear prove is, aku delete aku punye Myspace bekurun yang dulu because aku ade problem ngan self esteem.

Ever since the existance of adobe photoshop, aku terasa we are living in the very very fake, plastic life. Honestly saying, I'm neither pretty nor ugly. Senang citer muka budak mecapak kat KLCC ngan Pavi kira lagi better arr dari aku. Yang duk smoking2 kat tangga, with shorts and biji biji tak shave kaki betul2 punye legs, and thick make up on their face. Im not that type. Ok la aku ade gak arr lepak kat tangga, but no smoky smoky ok.

Alright, now we are talking about my self confidence rite, I admit, I do envy those girls, urgh...they really have a good genetic though. Why they are so perfect? The facial expression, the body shape, the everything it's like so not me.

Aku bukan nak mengada ngada lar, cakap aku nie hodoh lar, gemowk lar, tegedik gedik complain kat blog kan macam certain spoil fucking brats girls yang tawu dorang lawa pastu cakap "OMG!! Im so ugly, I got pimple on my nose!!!" Pukis kau lar, pimple pun nak bagi tawu ke, beh baik report kat CNN terus kan!

Agak tension, biler korang tengok budak camwhoring, gambar bajet macam model sume sume tu. Sometimes aku do wish to be like them lar.

Sorry to "some"of my friends yang malu nak kuar ngan aku, or rase sympathy nak kawan ngn aku. Yea yea, Im not the HOT chick! I dont walk with my shorts or my tube! I'm flat (which the fact are so not true!!!)

Whatever it is, I thanked God =). I do have flaw. I aint perfect. I'm not born to be a super model. Or a TV star. but, He created me in good condition. Like a normal person.

Yes, Im the big but, the "Penelope", and the loser, you can say anything to me.... one thing for sure... I'm not afraid of being me.....

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I have a friend. He did not realize that he is a Malay, but obviously he is!

need prove? alrite..

the name is like so Malay name. The skin...omg you are Malay. English??? hurmmm.. my one is better, he doesnt sound like an Australian at all OKAY!

perasan budak Australian! and the funiest thing is, he said "Aku dekat Australia nih!"

WTF! Hello I noe you bought all the Quicksilver, Reef and Billabong stuff, doesnt mean you are an Australian. Duhh!

WAKEUPLARDUDE!!!

hahahaha..padan muka ko..tension betul aku!

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huhuhu.. dah addicted dgn lagu secret lar pulak..

nice song =.=

now what keep on playing on my head is eminem song-we made you, 30h!3-dun trust me and the pierces-secret...

googling here and there, tengok lar youtube.com

there's a girl diploma has been denied because she do something yang tak boleh accept by the principle kowt. masa nak bow, shake hand and amek cert she blowed a kiss to her mom, on the stage lar, so the principle said it's not acceptable. like wtf! kononye tak hormat the ceremonial!

wei hello, bukanye buat dead ceremonial k. nak flying kiss kat mommy pun tak boleh ker! tak sangka orang puteh nie gak KUNO dari segi pemikiran dorang.

haha, if you guys tgk pasal tat girl, check out the comment too yeah! +_*

nway! nway! babes and dudes listen to Taylor Swift song, from CSI " You're Not Sorry"
damn cun sial! but i like the csi remix one. She acn act! hueheheheh..
im starting to like her..wekwekwek!

my playlist for this week =)
- taylor swift "you're not sorry"
- the pierces "secret"
-eminem "we made you"

.........last but not least........


happyholidaytomeyeaww!

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money! money! money! i should maried a multimillionaire dude!!!

It's been almost 7 days and 3 hours my purse was filled with fly..and fliesssss.........

not a singgle cent... even 1 cent... it was empty and empty... god bless me +_*'

first of june, knowing that my money in the bank has increased from 9$ to 600$ something $$$$$$ MONEY!!!!

time to cucuk duit! yeah...

woke up early in the morning, wearing blue dress, looking pretty uhukuhuk!! wtf! hahah.. semangat giler lar nak pegi college..

I walked to lrt..and wtf again, pakai lawa2 have to walk pulak. hampeh =.='

as i walk to the valley of ampang..jeng jeng... angin bertiup sangt cun lar, skirt aku pun buat la free show! pukindek!.. then walk walk walk.. wanted to withdraw 100$ for lrt monthly card... cucuk cucuk card.. suddenly " INVALID CARD, PLEASE TRY AGAIN, THANK YOU"

walawe! best giler. hello i got no money wei. not i single cent!

then, i try to search for any atm machine nearby, still... the searching turn up to be a successful FAILURE!! yeah! i was sweating like puki.

I robbed my own handbag then, search like crazy people searching for something! looking for....... 10 cents........................... (kricket sound""""")

I called my dad =(

" pa, amek kite kat lrt, xde duit, drop kat atm leh??"

" ha.. ok ok"

then few mins later, it was my brother yang datang to rescue me...

he drop me at cimb, yeah dapat money $$$$$!

than, everything goes welllllll.............................wait! until when i was in the library.......
with ma friends doing French assgments.

I went to toilet, to pee pee..
And....... my skirt was wet! and it only wet at the back! you know. at my butty butt!

I walked with grace...like nothing happen to me... so, aku di perbahan kan the whole day. "lain kali kalau nak aim, aim betul2.."

hello i dun have banana like u people lar. x payah nak aim aim..

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Another 1 month to go for my final Industrial Training.

It's weird, I'm starting to miss it. 2 months there have teach me a lot. So many things I saw, I did, and I experienced.

I love the people there. They are so nice to me. But... when i saw all the bad and negative thing, it makes me scared.

Actually, I can say that I'm quite tough there. Even I'm just a girl who need to take "Appeton weight Gain" I still can work well and do my best to the finishing line.

2 months there... I'm a very quite, and not really minggling around. As time passes, Im getting okay.

Im okay now=)

I hope after this industrial training, I'll discover myself. I'm not missing anymore. Finally...

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