This whole new campus thing really shitty! all red faces glowing. Hot with the sun shine brightly unprotected from the UV damn ray! Obviously more whitening product on the list!!! hahaha.. I smell because showered with my sweat.. Thing I should fill inj my bag :....
- towel!!! for my sweat!
-cologne or perfume to avoid unpleasent smell. duhhh!
-umbrella really need to buy a new one!! The batang payung patah alread =.=
-freaking sunblockk!!!
bye from now =)
urgghhhh!!! Ahhhhhh!!! ape nie! i need a shutter in my brain cell! like NOW!!! what the heck is my damn problem sebenarnye nie. Okay, first of all, I just look out some of my friend punyer pic in facebook. Bapak hot kowt dorang2 ni sumer. so datangla sume2 setan2 dalam diri aku.
Huhu..ape nie, Capricon supposed to be confident and hot! Nie ape cite aku nie. Adoi. Haish penat lar asyik jelez2 over pretty people..
Amirah, u better listen to me, U are such an incredible girl, u're great student, smart and you have you're own beauty.. Yes2.. I am!!!!
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1. if you're nude, tube your dude
2. don't be silly, protect your willie
3. wrap your tool, to catch the drool
4. cover your hose then curl her tose
5. cover your stump before you hump
6. sex is cleaner with a packaged of wiener
7. if you think its funky, cover your nonkey
8. don't make a mistake, cover your snake
9. you can't go wrong if you shield your dong
10. if you're not going to sack it, go home and whack it!
hahaha..what a good slogan huh! so safety first boys!!!
"Is it good to be like anybody else?".......shut.silence.numb.struck......
He couldnt answer that little boy question.
I'm thinking, is it good? Why on earth I want to be somebody that I don't even know. I just act like them, talk like them and whatsoever.
Such a BS! I can't even find the true me. So I guess I'm going to end up nowhere. Still looking for myself. The demon from the past still haunting me again..
not knowing about the world lately makes me wondering, hey what happen huh? Everyone must know the 1Malaysia thing. I just received a message from hotlink 2 days ago, saying do I know about 1Malaysia. Yes or No. I was about to replied it but heheh no credit. Alright, frankly, i don't realy get it I don't the true version of 1Malaysia. Even after all the readings and stuff I still don't get it.
But what I believe, and I figured out the 1M concept is all about unity, like the same thing we've been fighting for since ages ago. Religious wise and the race stuff. Where I grew up, I never experienced the racist environment. Lucky me. I just love to have lots of friend no matter what color they are. It's so great if you could mix around with different races because we have different thoughts and ideas. Sometimes my friend and I do share some ideas and we love to talk about our own race especially food since I'm involved in food. Apart from that, the overseas friend makes the whole idea much more bigger, in other words, more knowledge that we earn and lots of new things we get to know.
Yea yea yea..I only get the 1M concept through unity of races. Hmm.. I have to know a lot more, just need to do more reading! hehehe.
Hey, without unity, there's no fusion of food people! Baba nyonya.??? duhhh. =)
do we need someone to be happy? When we got struck by sober, all we wanted is just to be happy. but is that the only solution that people have to be happy? Needing someone and all the sober dark moment is gone. Why on earth people think that. It's so pathetic to end your sober.
And why on earth, there is someone who is willing to be "someone that can make people happy". what? are they trying to be a freaking god damn angel? forgodsake. Are'nt you feel that you have just been used by someone. You are just place for them to have fun. not more than that. It's so stupid for someone who is willing to be the 4 am girl.
Pray to lord that you could grow up faster before it's too late..
Finally, I colored my hair! It's brown copper almost the same like before lar.
I went with Fugly (Eim) and surprisingly while waiting for him, I noticed someone at my back, I turned and I get a kissed, not only that I get a red rose!!! OMFG! It's Eim..how sweet is he. Unfortunately, well everyone know how will I react on that right, so I kinda ran away
okay, it's freaking me out like totally!
Lately, I went to my Mak Lang house, couple of weeks ago, we're having some sort of family gathering before the engagement of my cousin. It's been a while the house was inhabit by adults, every gathering time, it's all about adulthood.
Now, we have a new family. Like 5 months ago, new cute cudly baby was born. Named Sofea. Now she's geting big, last time I saw her like Hari Raya day. She was there at Mak Lang house. She was screaming, laughing and she was like artist of the day man! Of course she get the whole attention, duhh you're like talking about a cute CUTE little human who can barely talk, and everytime they just say "adada.." everyone will like.."OMG!! she's talking!" I mean wattahell, soon or later they have to talk, and they will never stop talking and finally the parents will just wish that their children unable to speak at all after the children know to rebel and fight for their freedom. Huh.
Okay, it's not really what I want to emphasize here, my other cousin, we call her Along just delivered a cute baby boy on the 2nd of January right after my Mom's birthday. She have to get through all the shitty pain. On the day before, she's having like a pain on her back and stuff. Her thing opened about 2 cm which is not really big for the baby to come out. She was crying and crying because of the pain. The next day, "The Hallmark moment" delivering baby. She just pushed and pushed, but she was tired until the doctor have to suck up the baby using the vacuum thingy I don't know what the hell is that thing call. Ok, I'm kinda making the whole delivering baby story spooky, but yeah it is. I still remember how my cosin looks like when she got pregnant. Her feet was fat like gallons of water inside, it's like blueish color. She walk like a penguin!
Than, came the story of how my mom get through the shitty moment to delivered me. Okay at first I dont even know about it! Firts of all, I was born not in normal way "songsang position" so need to do an operation. I was born on 22nd December 1990. My mom went to toilet, natures calling and she has to answer it. She was weird, why the pee is like so fast like the Niagara falls.. she looked down, it was Niagara falls blood! Damn! Then, she went to my Granny's room " Mak nape bedarah banyak sangat ni eik?" "Darah? Har! Darah! Kejap2 aku pegi kencing kejap" (My grandma she has this kind of nervous pee disorder, when she freaks out she will pee a lot!)
Anyway get back to the story, the blood can't stop flowing, the bidan came, and we have as in they have... wait2 I was there in my mom's tummy so WE have to take a cab since there's no one driving. The taxi driver was like " Aiyo mau branak ka?" the bidan " yelar, lu cepat sikit la, ini darah sudah banyak kuar ooh itu budak nak kuar sekarang" "Apa! darah lu kata, jangan kasi itu darah kuar, nanti susah saya mau cuci ini sama kete owh.!" .."Lu cepat sikit lar!".....
Finally, we're in the hospital. So, I came out, the December little girl. I was so tiny, my dad was afraid to carry me because I'm freaking tiny. I have to be placed in the Incubator for quite a long time. hehe. My babyhood was okay, my mom told me that I love to jump here and there until my granma have to buy a huge tall kandang so that I will not going to escape. Since you're talking about the girl named Amirah, no matter how tall the kandang was, I do can escaped from it hehehe..
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