Looking back at my old picture memang dah banyak giler berubah. I was chubby dulu. At least berisi lar sikit kan. Skang nie, kepeng dan cengkung.

Bapak aku cakap I look like a drug addict. Arip my brother cakap "dulu amirah gemuk, sedap jer ramas2 (kt tgn k) skang nie macam zombie"... all my brothers said the same thing. Which they don't like me getting skinny. Last Tuesday pegi jogging dengan mama, I put on tights lar sebab senang nak jog, mama said that my legs macam bini Poppeye..WTH! Bini Poppeye tu memang dah hard core lidi kot.

Ade sebab nape aku lose weight mendadak sgt, dah try makan but still macam nie jugak. If one day aku makan bnyk, next day aku takan makan for 2 days macam tu makanan aku just hot tea and sumthing else, so alternately lar makan, tak makan, makan... bukan aku sengaja, tapi memang aku tak boleh nak sumbat makanan. Lagi teruk, kalau one day tu too much of food intake, ape yang aku makan dimuntah kan semula. Not purposely vomit my food, it vomit by itself. I tried to restraint myself from puking but dah kat dalam mulut muntah je lar. Kadang2 rase fed up nak makan. I don't have any eating disorder, idk la what is the problem actually..

I calculate my BMI, and I'm at the category of *underweight*.. =(  People think I'm sick worst they think I'm having some sort of Buliemia but for sure Im not an Aneroxic. I'm fine just having a hard time to eat..

NO! BIG NO!

WTF!!

GEEZZ! NON!

Too much of a metaphore.. gosh =.=