My lord, my blogs is getting too personal. Too much drama and emotional I guess. I'm having insomnia lately. It's a very common disease to a teenager nowadays.

Hey congrats to me! I mange to prevent myself from buying stupid things. I wanted to dye my hair again. Y'know just for a change. This time I decided not to do it at the saloon, too expensive. So kinda looking around the DIY hair colored. Looking for the suitable colors and stuff. Unfortunately I dint buy the hair colouring. Thinking why should I change my hair. What new reacarnation?? Hell no.

What makes me change my mind not to buy the hair color? apart from saving my money for the Revelon. Ok ok, I watched Grays Anatomy 2 days ago before decided to buy the hair coloring. its about this girl got dumped or got left out by her crushed something like that. Fuck it anyway, she was a brunette, then she changed her hair into blonde. Everyone was like "okay u just want to get through this whole break up thing thats why you change you hair..bla bla bla and stuff"..
She was kinda mad, she said she change it because she wants it, for hersef not because of the damn breakup shit. Since everyone kinda gossiping about it at the hospital, she got fed up and tell "alright i colured it back!"..
Then this one guy said to her , ..if you change your hair, doesnt mean you changed. If you really want to make a chnange then, change everything, not only you but your innerself. Stop blaming yourself for the things that happened and start forgiving yourself first so you can be a new you..

Fuck you man! thats deep. but he's right.

OMG! Im so tired of changing!!!!!