Hello there, it's a very pale afternoon. Gloomy after the rain. My day wasn't exclusive as usual. Try to wake up early but my lazy eyes force me to sleep, the smelly pillow hugged me and the bouncy loosen spring bed cuddled me..how can I be a morning person doh!

Long cold and prepared myself with cup of coffee. What would be a morning without a cup of coffe, it's like what would it be a special red meat course without a great red wine introduced by a great somelier =)

Still struggling, and keep on standing. With my blue worn out sweater and black shorts. Reading a book and still reading it to keep my head off from something. Watching a tv drama and laughed for no reason. Helps a lot.

Disember seems too long, I feel like the winter never stops and the snow keep raining. Would be a great time for the little ones to make a snowman..(As if Malaysia got snow =.=)

I think I sounds like an old lonely granny...

Few weeks coming I'll turn 20. It's not going to be a great birthday =(
If I got a cake, and when the time I need to blow the candle, I would close my eyes, make a wish. A wish that I only ask for the last time, the only wish that I hope and will never ask from anything at all....