>> Friday, December 31, 2010
Another 7 hours to New year =D Happy New Year everyone.
So, every new year we have new resolution lar kan. My new year resolution memang sangat lame. Since degree nih makin susah aku nak study giler2. Takut pulak dgr kwn2 aku fail term 6! Tanak aku.
Insyaalah tak nak study last minute. Kalau boleh global average aku kene 17 and above balik. Sekarang nie, dah kurang masalah dalam kepale aku. Menda2 yang tak berkaitan dengan hidup aku, aku tolak tepi. Seriously aku nak buat hal aku jer.
Lagi satu, kurang kan temper gila aku nie, cuba banyak2 besabar, tanak mencarut banyak2 lagi. hehehe. Kurang kan perangai mengelaba aku, pape problem kene relax and pikir positive all the time! Kalau oorang bagi negative energy kat aku, aku kene balas dengan positive, sebab orang yang buat kite marah takan kesah kalau kite marah pun, so better jangan membazirkan energy sendiri untuk marah.
Have to think maturely, since dah 20 nie everything need to be wise. There's no more childish act macam dulu2 lagi. Orang akan respect kita if we act maturely and giving a wise idea =)
Kurangkan biadap terhadap parents aku. Pape put my family first. Then, my friends, my beloved friends that , always be by my side (Ayuni, Raha, Fara, Zatie, Fairuz,Yasmin and Fatin). Even u guys far from me, I still remember all the good things u done to me. To my frens yang kat Rusia and London bile u guys balik we need to hang out.
Lastly, one of my bad attitude that I should change for myself and everyone is be honest, be confident and I have to start like-ing myself, no more self conscious and low self esteem. I have to think that everyone is different in this world, I can't be like them though they are all admirable by everyone. I should start be admired by the person I want it to be. Not for everyone, but for someone special. I want to be the perfect or at least almost perfect for that "someone special" because if I'm trying to impressed other people that does not affecting my life it will be a waste of time.
Not to forget, accepting everyone as who they are. I believe that if other people can accept me as who I am then I should do the same. As I mention, nobody's perfect. No matter how bad the people is from the naked eyes, we can't judge them totally. Yes, I might hate people that having bad attitude, but hey, I do having some nasty attitude. Why should I hate them.
So, I wish I could change to a better person. Fuck those people don't have faith on me, as long as I know what I'm doing and I can fall in love with myself again. No more crying baby, no more shits, no more grieve, no more bastards.
